2 Corinthians 10:5 (New Living Translation)
We destroy every proud obstacle that keeps people from knowing God. We capture their rebellious thoughts and teach them to obey Christ

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Monday, October 29, 2007

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Wow! I just checked back at the counter and it's at almost 1200 hits. I had no clue that so many people came to this site. I don't know if that's good or bad. I guess it's good that so many people are seeking help rather than letting this problem take hold of their life. I feel even more guilty now about my lack of updates. I know in the past that I made some promises about updating that I didn't keep and I'm sorry. Now, I'm back in school full time and working full time. Because of this I'm even more busy than before. I'm not going to promise about updates anymore. I will promise you that I will check the comments and my emails at least once per week, and I will update as I have time. I always answer my email. Always. It may be a day, or two, or a week, but I will write back if you send me something. iamaddicted2porn@gmail.com

An update about me:
Like I said, I'm working full time and going to school full time, so I don't have a lot of extra time! This has been good for my addiction because I really don't have extra time to feed it. The wrench in that is, I work overnight by myself and I have about four hours of my shift to do whatever I want. Such as, using my laptop with wireless internet. In fact, I'm using it right now. I try to fill in my time here at work to do homework. After all, that's the reason I got this job. However, there are days and weeks that I don't have much homework. That's when things start to become a struggle. Compounded with that, because of my wife's work schedule I don't get to see her very often. That means not much sex. No, that is not only thing I miss, but it does play a huge factor in how I'm doing with my pornography addiction. I catch myself trying to use lack of sex as an excuse, and It has worked several times.
Things have been pretty rough, but overall, I think my addiction has taken a turn for the better right now.

A word about Halloween:
Halloween is just a couple days away and for those of us with porn and other sexual addictions it can be a dangerous holiday. The trend for adults over the past few years is to dress up a naughty_____. This day has become an excuse for women to run around in lingerie and an excuse for men to ogle them. If you have an addiction and could be adversely affected by that, then think of an alternative place to go for your Halloween party.